Gw kira gw udah melupakan dia. Gw kira gw akhirnya bisa menjalani hari dengan tenaaaang tanpa perlu tiba-tiba stress sendiri. Tapi ternyata nggak.
Turns out I still hate HER, and I still envy her. Turns out I still love him. Oh I miss him so damn much.
And then he came. I got happy and I smiled all day. But then he didn't come as he promised. Then she came. Then SHE came.
How can my life cannot be perfect even for just a single moment? How can I cannot have a taste on pure happiness even for a sec?
Because her shadow is always on me. HER shadow is always conquering me. And my own shadow of the past is always my worst enemy.
I SHOULD have known better, I should have not expected much. But I can't help it, I still hope.
Inka S
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being a girlfriend is worse than being nobody
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